I miss you...

YES, the truth that you're gone have sinked in. AND YES, I CRIED TOO MUCH KNOWING THE FACT THAT YOU'RE GONE AND WE'LL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN.
But NO, the truth that you're gone have sinked in only for quite awhile because no words can tell how much pain I feel with just the thought of knowing that you're already gone

Just as what others say, it's like I'm living in denial each day. I keep on denying to myself that you're already gone because that's my only relief; I'm still hurting. I guess no one can blame me if I'm feeling this way, we've been the closest for the past years, and we've treated each other more than best friends.

I don't want to be so emotional that's why I keep on pushing the reality away, I hate to cry because it's hard for me to let go of you, in fact I don't want to let go of you; I will, but not now, it's just too soon.

Up to now I'm still hoping for your texts and calls. Everyday, I keep on checking my phone from time to time, hoping and wishing that I'll get a message or call from you. But no, there have been nothing since you've been gone, and this only proves that this is the reality...

I hope this is just a bad dream...