Hawak Kamay...

HAWAK KAMAY by Yeng Constantino
This song never meant a lot to me, not until you're gone.
Before, whenever I hear this song, it's whether I stick to the radio station because I can't change it or else I really change the radio station because this song is just too emo for me. I'm not attracted to these types of songs, in short.

But now, whenever I would hear this song, our memories pile up my mind and I can't help but cry. I remember during your last day of burial, this was the song that was played by the band, I just can't help but to excuse myself to the toilet and cry in there.

I WASN'T THERE WHEN YOU NEED ME THE MOST. AS A RESULT, IT COST YOUR LIFE. I DIDN'T MEAN IT, I'M SO SORRY... I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS COMING TOO SOON. IF ONLY I KNOW, I WOULD RUSH MYSELF JUST TO SAVE YOU EVEN IF IT HAPPENED AT DAWN AND WE LIVE SO FAR AWAY.

I miss you terribly, though I know you're happy watching over us already. I just miss you that's why I cry to sleep every night. My day was never complete since you've been gone, I need to take valium every night and cry myself to sleep. I'm not having a good rest since you've been gone, my mind is full of questions and doubts and I don't have anyone to turn to, because I only turn to you. BUT YOU'RE GONE.