HOW DID YOU KNOW

HOW DID YOU KNOW ...
I've forgotten who is the original singer of this song, but I know Gary V. and Aiza Seguerra has revived version of this.
This song used to be a favorite song of mine, but as time passes, we get to know new songs that became our current favorites, and then it hit me.

This song will forever linger in my heart. This song lets me realize that I'm in the reality, and that the reality that you're gone has sinked in on me, for awhile only though.
I cried too much that all the people looked at me on the day of your burial. I remember this was the song being played when your casket was being carried out of the paz, I'll never forget those moments, I'm not an emotional person, and I keep my emotions to myself as far as I can, though I admit, I'm very sensitive, I get hurt easily and I have a weak personality. But it doesn't mean that I'm going to cry easily, I'm not a cry baby, I don't cry over small things, I fight and prove that I can prove something instead of crying. But this was a different situation.

The reason why I cried out of nowhere was because of this song. This song let me into the reality, and it hit me, the reality that you're gone had sinked in, and tears filled my eyes, and I couldn't help but to cry. But it stopped after I fooled myself that it's just a bad dream.

I don't know how to accept the fact that you're gone, I only know how to avoid thinking that you're gone, and that's denying the reality.