Tired and wasted, but atleast HAPPY AND CONTENTED

I'm just too tired to type on what's been happening to me lately. All that I can say is that I love my life right now and I'm living it to the fullest!
A lot of things had just happened and I know there will still be a lot of it to happen in the future, but who cares, as long as GOD stands beside me, I am not afraid to face it...
GOD has been answering all of my prayers now, I LOVE HIM! THANKS GOD!

It's been a month

It's been a month since Kris passed away, I miss her more each day.
I know you're just there, guiding us all the way.
I'll never forget the moments we shared,
And how you showed your love and care.
I love you Kris, I hope you can see
I regret to tell you how much you mean to me
Now that you're gone,
We could only say how much you mean to us
...through prayers...

Pretty Woman

I know this movie had been shown for several years already. but, it's funny how I just got to watch it today. At first I thought the movie was boring and everything, but I was wrong! This movie touched me and made me want to fall in love hahaha! So romantic, I kept on thinking about it, good thing I watched it before going to sleep, made my sleep to be a very nice one...

It's been 3 weeks...

It's been 3 weeks since Kris passed away, and I miss her with each passing day. Last night, I had a dinner meeting with some friends, and we talked about her in the middle of nowhere; we just miss her thoroughly, telling how much we miss her and wanted her to be there last night.
True enough, it was never happier without Kris' presence. Last night was a test to that. There were no humorous jokes last night, no one was there to crack a joke or made us laugh so hard, coz we all know that only Kris can do that. However, we left a chair vacant, just in case Kris would like to join us; she will always be welcome to join us, forever.
I miss you Kris, we all do. GOD took you away too quick, that's the truth.

I miss you...

YES, the truth that you're gone have sinked in. AND YES, I CRIED TOO MUCH KNOWING THE FACT THAT YOU'RE GONE AND WE'LL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN.
But NO, the truth that you're gone have sinked in only for quite awhile because no words can tell how much pain I feel with just the thought of knowing that you're already gone

Just as what others say, it's like I'm living in denial each day. I keep on denying to myself that you're already gone because that's my only relief; I'm still hurting. I guess no one can blame me if I'm feeling this way, we've been the closest for the past years, and we've treated each other more than best friends.

I don't want to be so emotional that's why I keep on pushing the reality away, I hate to cry because it's hard for me to let go of you, in fact I don't want to let go of you; I will, but not now, it's just too soon.

Up to now I'm still hoping for your texts and calls. Everyday, I keep on checking my phone from time to time, hoping and wishing that I'll get a message or call from you. But no, there have been nothing since you've been gone, and this only proves that this is the reality...

I hope this is just a bad dream...

Hawak Kamay...

HAWAK KAMAY by Yeng Constantino
This song never meant a lot to me, not until you're gone.
Before, whenever I hear this song, it's whether I stick to the radio station because I can't change it or else I really change the radio station because this song is just too emo for me. I'm not attracted to these types of songs, in short.

But now, whenever I would hear this song, our memories pile up my mind and I can't help but cry. I remember during your last day of burial, this was the song that was played by the band, I just can't help but to excuse myself to the toilet and cry in there.

I WASN'T THERE WHEN YOU NEED ME THE MOST. AS A RESULT, IT COST YOUR LIFE. I DIDN'T MEAN IT, I'M SO SORRY... I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS COMING TOO SOON. IF ONLY I KNOW, I WOULD RUSH MYSELF JUST TO SAVE YOU EVEN IF IT HAPPENED AT DAWN AND WE LIVE SO FAR AWAY.

I miss you terribly, though I know you're happy watching over us already. I just miss you that's why I cry to sleep every night. My day was never complete since you've been gone, I need to take valium every night and cry myself to sleep. I'm not having a good rest since you've been gone, my mind is full of questions and doubts and I don't have anyone to turn to, because I only turn to you. BUT YOU'RE GONE.

HOW DID YOU KNOW

HOW DID YOU KNOW ...
I've forgotten who is the original singer of this song, but I know Gary V. and Aiza Seguerra has revived version of this.
This song used to be a favorite song of mine, but as time passes, we get to know new songs that became our current favorites, and then it hit me.

This song will forever linger in my heart. This song lets me realize that I'm in the reality, and that the reality that you're gone has sinked in on me, for awhile only though.
I cried too much that all the people looked at me on the day of your burial. I remember this was the song being played when your casket was being carried out of the paz, I'll never forget those moments, I'm not an emotional person, and I keep my emotions to myself as far as I can, though I admit, I'm very sensitive, I get hurt easily and I have a weak personality. But it doesn't mean that I'm going to cry easily, I'm not a cry baby, I don't cry over small things, I fight and prove that I can prove something instead of crying. But this was a different situation.

The reason why I cried out of nowhere was because of this song. This song let me into the reality, and it hit me, the reality that you're gone had sinked in, and tears filled my eyes, and I couldn't help but to cry. But it stopped after I fooled myself that it's just a bad dream.

I don't know how to accept the fact that you're gone, I only know how to avoid thinking that you're gone, and that's denying the reality.

Egay

We're having a 6-day break for schools since super typhoon Egay is passing through.
Good thing as I can have a pretty good rest after weeks of stressing myself and working so hard and feeling so tired at the end of the day but yet find it very hard to sleep at night.

I don't know what's the matter with me, I feel weird these past few days. I hope these are not signs that I'm getting old hehehe...

BL-5C BATTERIES

I own a Nokia 1100, and I tried to check it's battery and just as unexpected, saw that the battery is BL-5C. I saw in the news that these types of batteries can explode when charging, and so Nokia is giving a free replacement for these batteries. I tried my luck by logging in to www.nokia.com, and it really works, I guess Nokia is really serious about this, well, I do hope so... it's been almost 2 weeks since I've sent my contact information to Nokia and they said they're going to send a new battery for replacement of my BL-5C battery but still up to now I still haven't received anything...
I THINK THEY'RE JUST WARNING PEOPLE FROM USING THESE TYPES OF BATTERIES, FREE REPLACEMENT OF BATTERIES IS JUST A FRAUD!